it's too late to regret.

Salam.

AS ended 2 weeks ago, which was a day before my 18th birthday. 

It is such a relief at first. But as days passed, i'm starting to freak out about the outcoming result.

3 strong A's of course will always be my target. however, my head keeps saying it's impossible.(please be possible!) My perfomance during the exam was terrible, really was! It was such the biggest disaster ever happened to me and I admit that I gave the worst answers on those papers. I feel insecure about the result, i really am! And seriously, I AM SCARED. please time, do stop! I don't want to meet with MISS FEBRUARY 2010 which will show me the white paper with grades on it. Oh no, not yet!

I just realised that there's no way to turn back. I wish time machine is right next to me so that I can go back to June 09 and start all over again. But, it won't happen.


it's too late to regret, isn't it?

Now, the second semester has just started. I must be more serious than the previous semester as I'm gonna sit for A2 in May/June 2010, which is the duration is not enough for me. Plus, I was told that the subjects are getting complicated to be understood and so are the questions, getting harder. Not to be forgotten, I also will be sitting for Entrance Exam and IELTS around March-April.

So, I'm making a list of changes for this semester and i HAVE to do it! : 

1) No extra times for sleep anymore.

2) Go to the library every night. or at least 4 nights a week.

3) Do not postpone the exercises given.

4) Read the textbook before and after the class.

5) Do more exercises. Finish the past years questions.

6) Do not frequently go back home.  Study at home? trust me, it's not gonna work.

7) Keep meeting your teachers if there are problems in study.

8) Behave yourself. Be a better, optimistic person.

9) Pray to Allah more and more.

10) Respect and love everybody around you in order to seek bless.

"YA, ALLAH..help us in our study,

ease us to understand better in what we've learned and are about to learn,

give us the best result for A-LEVEL or any examination,

help us to pursue our study in UGM and ease our journey to become doctors."

-Amin, amin ya rabbal'alamin-

French words. miss them!

Assalamualaikum..

yes, yes I know I've been cruel to you dear Mister Bloggie.

I've been busy recently for my AS and I forgot to feed you with my words.

ahah!

btw, I dont know why, but lately, my mind keeps thinking bout french words:

fromage, pomme de terre, stylo, amies, copain, etc. etc.

It has been 2 years since the last french lesson, quite enough time to lose memory.

And I'm afraid i might forgot the grammars, pronounciation..and whatsoever related to F.R.E.N.C.H..

je pense que

je suis..

je...hurm~

I guess I MISS FRENCH CLASS.

(although I always ACCIDENTALLY slept in class.:p)

and I MISS MADAM WAN RAFIDAH too..

merci2!

c'est tout!

when 30++ SEMASHURIANS "break+fast" at nando's

salam..

yesterday was a total fun!
the "break+fast" or in the other word 'iftar' was a blast.
credits to azila amirah che wahab; the one who invited me to the unofficial occassion.

oh, the venue: nando's midvalley.
kind of havoc. (kind of? it's more than 'kind of')
btw, give a big clap coz semashurians managed to change the nando's into a noisy pasar malam.
haha. bravo2. kte berjaya menarik perhatian pengunjung2 lain di situ. ni baru 30 plus, blom the whole crowd!
tpi, bising gle larhhh kat nandos's tuh. kecoh.
everyone talked. non-stop.
spilling out their hot stories; bout studies, new bf/gf and err...crush, and etc.
but i like it like that.
i miss to hear that particular noise. the noise that reminds me of SEMASHUR, the jungle-jail-like school.
yet, it is still the place where we turned from kids into great teenagers!

ok. back to the topic!
after the maghrib prayer, we ensembled back in front of nando's.
we stood there and chatted with each other and also having a few photoshoot session.
btw, rugi sangat2 coz i had no camera with me. my hp was at Ayah which is just freshly taken from a hp shop in Malacca for repairment. but today, I got my SE w705 back! yeay!

then at 9.30, the KTT crews (me, ain, bella taib, nuril and afiq) blah from that place. we reached the nilai station at 11 something, nseb bek dh sewa kereta, so tak payah susah2 nak cari cab.
ahaaaa, credits to nuril for being unpaid driver dat nite. but nuril drive..pergh! smpi ktorg kat blakang pun cuak!

after returned the car to uncle sham, we went back to KTT. at that time, it was already the curfew hour. unexpectedly, there was a lecturer (kot) waiting at pak guard's post and as expected kitorg kne tahan and kne brainwash plak kat situ. adeh!

well, shall we call it as "a happy story with unhappy ending".

the girls.

more girls.

and, boys like girls. ahah!

the chaotic pre-AS.

salam..

i'm tired; of answering or more specific 'menembak', 'merapu' on the KILLER pre-AS questionssss (lot of them).

my fault, of course.

I DID read all those notes given by the lecturer, the complicated textbook.

still, i became BLURRED as soon as I read the questions.

adeh, it scares me a lot.

AS is only a month+ to go.

go nabilah go!

I got something on my birthday 4 years ago.

assalamualaikum:)

I don't know why but suddenly, while doing some revision on biology just now (pre-AS is coming!),

I remembered...

4 years ago, on 21/11/06, which was the date that i turned 15 in that year, there was a friend of mine gave me a videoclip through a social site with the message;

"...hye! s-pecialli 4 ur burpdei, here's a music video of my fav song, juz for u...

hear u me...there's a message in dat song, u noe...hope u get sense of it!..."

Because of my 'kemalasan' to wait for the videoclip to load, I didn't watch the videoclip on the spot.

i mean like "nanti2 la..."

then i replied to the sender;

'thanks:)..yeah, i got the message..'(although i did not watched it yet)

BUT! I never watched the videoclip until just now, right before i wrote this 'masterpiece'.

after 4 years..i just realised that the videoclip is about the song 'HEAR YOU ME by JIMMY EAT WORLD.

It was the song from the movie CINDERELLA STORY.

here's the lyrics;

There's no one in town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,

I'd sing to you just one more time.

A song for a heart so big,

god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

Seriously, i felt totally bad cause the lyrics are so meaningful and seems like this song meant..err..something.

(^_^)"

don't u think so?

dear Mr. Sender,

thank you so much.

i really2 appreciate it..

it is just that I'm too late to get sense of it.

*désolé*

air sejuk di bulan Ramadhan

salam..

firstly, i want to wish;

SALAM RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

Alhamdulillah, berjaya jugak aku berpuasa pada hari ini..
another 29 days to go!

berbicara tentang puasa ni teringat plak time aku puasa kecik2 dulu.
cerita yang aku ingin ceritakan ni tajuknya

AIR SEJUK DI BULAN RAMADHAN..

pelakon utama: ni blog aku, akula main actress..haha!
pelakon sampingan: ex-Bibik ak..

Petang itu cuaca agak panas. kehangatannya membuatkan tekak gadis kecil (aku la tu:p) itu semakin haus.
die menjadi tak keruan. berkali-kali dia ke dapur untuk memastikan line btol2 clear.
yelah, bilik bibiknya itu sungguh dekat dengan dapur.
kalau die buat buat projek yang sekian lama terancang dikepalanya itu, msti kantoi punye.

die menyapa bibiknya..

dia: bik, tgh buat ape bik?

bibik: tgh lipat kain dong. kenapa?

dia: takde sja tnye..

setelah memastikan bibiknya btol2 concentrate melipat kain2 yang baru diangkat, dia lantas melangkah ke arah peti ais.
dia cuba membuka peti ais seperlahan yang boleh, agar tiada tenaga bunyi yang dihasilkan...tapi.."kreeeekkk" bunyi jugak..kantoi!

argh, asal dah kantoi tu kantoi gakla. tanpa rasa bersalah die terus menuang air sejuk dari peti ais tu ke dalam cawan.
tak cukup dengan itu, dicampurkan pula air tersebut dengan beberapa ketul ais. biar mantap beb!

tiba2..seperti yang diduga..

bibik: waduh2, kamu mau bikin apa sama itu air peti ais?

dia: ala bik..nak kumur2 je..mulut ni kering la, tak selesa.

bibik: iyela tu, ye ke?

dia: iye...btol!

Pada pendapat pembaca, adakah si dia mmg betol kumur2 or diteguknya seluruh isi cawan itu?

agak2 nye korang tau kan ape yg berlaku.

p/s; sekarang dah insaf dah. ni time ni tgh kecik2,
tak paham dosa pahala lagi..hehe:p
selamat berpuasa!

a Vivacious Day

salam..

alohaaaa...yes2! at last dpt gak online!

ni sume sbab malas nak beli topup wifi. huuu~

oh, last monday tbe2 kelas cancelled..yeay2!

Happy Vivacious Day.

after all great pressure; study, study, study..KTT (JAP! aku study ke?)

at last, i got the chance to hav some fun, to enjoy the life as teenager.

movie.

bowling.

karaoke.

and window shopping..haha!

i went to Alamanda with my classmates, Ana and Sakinah.

we were so eager to watch The Proposal..

best la dat movie..aku ske2!

then, we had some time to play bowling; only a game.

it has been a long time since my last game..

but then i got 119; which is shockingly great for me.

it broke the Nabilah's life-time-record. hehe!

later, it still a few hours before 'buka-puasa' time coz one of us planned to buka-puasa at Kenny Roger's.

sooooooo, ktorg pegila karaoke. we sang 6 songs only.

but then, we got sore-throat after that..

haha!

ahah!

some of the list that we want to buy after i got JPA's money.

-bags

-clothes

-shoes

-yadaaa...yadaaa...

adoyai, abesla duit kami..aiyark!